In all honesty it has been a hard month. I've been tired and crabby (my husband deserves major credit for loving me through all of it) I've been letting my worries and insecurities get the best of me. I am having a hard time being content and enjoying where I am at. I always imagined that I would graduate from college and *poof* get my dream 9-5 job. Thing is--I don't know what that dream job is...so I don't know where to start to get that job haha. But the other thing is--I have an awesome job that allows me a lot of extra free time that I wouldn't get with a 9-5 job. I haven't been taking advantage of that free time, I haven't been growing closer to the Lord in those spare moments, I haven't been searching out my passions during this free time.
This morning after work I went to LA fitness, usually I listen to pandora radio while I work out but today I just put my iPod on shuffle and It is Well With my Soul by Aaron Ivey came on. I just felt the Lord speaking to me through this song--"whatever my lot thou has taught me to say it is well, it is well with my soul" That is my prayer for today, tomorrow and the coming days.
I hope this song speaks to you in some way today.